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Soo low...

She  tries  to hold on to the  rope but it  keeps   taking  her low, This she knows down under shes going thou its slow, Her eyes cant feel but heart can see the load, A pain so thick that her hand cant hold. She  knows she has to stop But she's sooo low. She is flat on her back,she wants to at least roll, Roll back and be on her stomach may b then she'll crawl, May b that will be the way she'll move from the scroll, A scroll rolling so fast that she cant stroll. She knows she has to stop but she's sooo low. She holds her left to her right to assume somebody has held her hand, She tries to stop but how when she is hurt. She knows she is digging,cutting and destroying her heart, The glow, joy,hope and life gone and thats all she had. She knows she has to stop but she's sooo low. On a pit so dark and empty,Lord an angel she  wishes  u had sent, An angel her pain and strength from she  would  lent, She keeps looking up hoping  somebody   will  show up so can vent,

ONLY HUMAN!!

As she sits at the corner lost she feels like her heart leaves.   So cold, empty,left and almost six feet under is wat she feels.   Noting makes sense any more to her,but everyday she just lives.   Hopin dat she will be unchained or freed off diz shackles to re-live. She needs to believe again may be then she will be a relieve.   She is only human all she seek are answers.   She stares at her palms countin seconds for her mind to be back to life.   Holdin her breath and prayin dat it wil be gud enough to keep her alive.   Everythin is pullin,tearin,rollin n reapin her apart bt these r da lyfs law.   She needs strength to open her eyes n see dat around her there is luv.   Strength for her to do it on her own,she shouts bt out comes a whisper 'Lord'.   She is only human all she seek are answers.   She opens her mouth and out to the wet dirty ground comes her heart,   her eyes tear out blood yet she aint crying, blood from how she hurt.   As they stare at her all o

CRY IN A FRY...........

When all else fail, I’ll fail for me but not you. When the pain in my heart is at its tail, my eyes will be crying for you, When everybody you hold close and you for them avail, I’ll hurt thou I’ll  stay till comes back you, When I’m  irrelevant and silly like an old folk tale, others to tell about it won’t you. Mine isn’t a cry but a wail to exhale, I’m frail, please bail my heart from this jail. I stand in the rain as I bite my nail, hoping I will be okay from this ail, I look at my dog on my feet feel my pain; I scare it as I step on its wagtail, It tears and I realize what pain my eyes unveil, and my soul had to quail, I try to pull it back when I inhale, but my travail makes my soul further to travel, Mine isn’t a cry but to open this percale that has wrapped my soul before I am stale. Before I die and I become a tale, let me free off this chain of pain so insane, Let me obtain, gain, attain, at least a vein in my weak heart least I be in vain, B

May be a May be

May be it is OK not to think sometimes, May be its fine to let him be the only thing on your mind, May be there and then you will want to hold him, May be there will be just you and him, May be a may be is what you may be need. May be sex is OK sometimes, May be love making is way better, May be being kinky,demanding,in charge n control is the best, May be to scratch him a little hard  will work. Or may be a little teasing bite on his neck after lower lip will work. May be a may be is what you may be need. May be its OK to scream his name, May be sometimes text him u r wet, May be he will sneak in for a quickie, May be its OK to close your eyes,bite your lip and let your mind work, May be its time to live your fantasy May be a may be is what you may be need. Hey!may be its time to come back to reality, And may be realise its normal to be horny. And learn to control yourself,life is short. May be truth wont hurt the heart but stir a want, May be a may be is what

A want not a Need....

The long distance made her so lost, Empty,cold and felling so low,  Your leaving left her in the world solo, Paul , her Saul ,oh her soul is so low and please pour this sour.  She tried to read songs of solo to feel better but instead oh no! She misses you, please reverse this sore law. Everyday she counts from hours to seconds they move so slow, Everything around her so dull, thick and freezing like she's in a snow, At night she can't sleep all she hears are the neighbours snore, Her lips so wanting she misses the way you hold her when you snog, Oh! How more lost can she be as much as this pain she tries to snob, She misses you please hold her lest she keeps going down the slope.  We only get to live once, She never wants you to leave even once,  She hopes you know you are her only one,  Luck struck and brought her you her loved one, The one she loved once,whose love was once one's love and had her once want.  She misses you oh please give her that love

PRIDE SO DEAR....

You are to me a dream so dear, A past and future within a destiny so clear, I say this without any contradiction or fear,   To my heart and soul you are so near, You are my pride so dear, its so big to bear yet so small to tear.   You are my joy yet my pain,   I treasure you more than words can unveil,   I cherish every little or huge you avail,   I'll never no matter what take you in vain.   You are my pride so dear, its so big to bear yet so small to tear.   You are to me the best jail.   Nobody but you would make me feel this chain.   So special because i carry your blood in my vein.   A bond that forever is not even enough a gain.   You are my pride so dear, its so big to bear yet so small to tear.   You are to me the best thing ever.   When you are unwell my soul gets a fever,   And if need ever be il not just give you my heart but liver,   Being your sister doesn't make me shiver,   You are my pride so dear, its so big to bear yet so small to tear.  

PAIN OF A JERK....

She wants to go far away, where she knows no one. Change her name,looks and may be be a new someone.   She wants to get tattoos all over even on her face for once. Start smoking coke,choke and ruin her life for all and ones. She wants to get lost,void,dead and be no one. She is on more, the pain of a jerk. Deserted, rejected, confused, judged, her brain in chains is slowly dying.   Her bleeding heart slowly pacing,life gone, her breath slowly fading. Her leaving, her family living, all her friends fleeing. She is a freak now, she cant remember, them that's why they are freaking.   Not wanted, death is peeping,her name calling, to take her its facing and racing. She will open her eyes no more, the pain of a jerk.   On the hot chains to darkness they will walk.   A new life she doesn't know awaits her to work. Her body empty, her soul has left,she hears them talk.   She leaves to the desert of pain, shock and dark.   Where scorpions will sting, stick and steal

BONES OF MY SHADOW

Why do i fade into the shadows What more could i cry but the tears of blood off my hearts' windows. I am dead inside, my outside walking in the burrows I catch my breath from the pits deep in the shallows I have lost the friend i had in the brain you adore The bones of my shadow swallowing my heart Of my existence wiped out are constant echoes A reminder of the thing i held so dear, my ego The source of my being, the rhythm from my soul's piano It made me who i was, my pride was my logo From a distance i would hear them mourn mellow My friends with their new friend, pillow The bones of my shadow hugging and comforting my beau My body no more but nutrients for the mango I will now be a tale of a tail to tell of long ago I will be in the soil, food to the ants below On me they will feed and celebrate as they tango Yet up above me, the pain in my mums heart;a cargo Death a thief of a happy one, to them a permanent  foe The bones of  shadow in their memories m

BETRAYAL!!

At all times she will be there and square as a friend, But as soon as u turn, she removes and moves her fangs, All she wants is to suck and chuck blood off your hands, To see u dried and fried in hurt is her pride in chungs, Betrayal is her middle name. She roams and roars like a hungry tigeress, Ready to operate and dictate in the dark like a nightress, She wont and cant stop,till she is his mistress, Blood from u she will drain,she train as a vampiress, To kill you is her mission at hand,this hostess.   Betrayal is what she does best. You will work hard and make the best decision, She will come after all is done and make u the suspicion, Make everyone think all that,is her succession, And you, no one but someone who wants recognition, You have names for her and she is no illusion, Betrayal is the royalty she's from.

A lone alone

When you can't walk, i will carry you. When pain is too much for you, i will help you smile. When you don't want company, i won't leave but be silent next to you. When understanding is not there from you, i will understand. For my arms to you are open, don't be a lone you are not alone. If the load is too heavy, don't give up i will be our strength. If i nag then just know i care enough to want to know up straight. If sense is too high a fence, don't put a defence i am your friend. For my arms to you are open, dont be a lone you are not alone. How do i make things right,make right sight in this friendship vase. How do we walk right tight together through each base. How can anybody not want to be your friend or not wish you were part of their case. For for you il aways be there,anywhere,everywhere, and ready to share. For my arms to you are open, dont be a lone you are not alone.