shepoet

I  watch me leave myself, I want to stop me but I can't, Tears washing Off memories we made, Pain burying the love we once shared. I bleed your name, I sweat the past, Let it flow down to the soil we once dominated. Let it vanish into the earth below, I touch the cuts on my face, I feel the pain,wipe blood with my palm and I smile, I wipe blood on my palm with my tongue, Salty it is.... salty is my life now. We are no more, But I can't forget you. Despite the blood I lost, You live in mine. I want you more now. I sing you songs to let you know, I tattoo your face on my heart, I am a slave of pain, A fugitive of your love. I walk off carrying you within me, I'll cry out your name to all else, I will not let anyone near you. You are mine, your love is mine. I will only let you go when You are gone, I will let you hit me till you are done, Our love, an abomination. We part always to be together again!

Why is life too complicated? Why does fate betray its believers? Can pain ever walk away from us? Will our hands be tied to sorrow always?   Y our shadow takes away the little we had left.   I feed off of the memories that never were, I wipe tears that haven’t come out, I contemplate a way to turn back time, Time, Yes time. A ghost that takes and never gives, Your shadow keeps walking away with time. I look at the horizon to at least wave at you, Gone! “How?” “Fast Enough.” “Enough? NKT!”  and pain fills me. I ask your shadow to remain behind, NO!  It crashes me. Did you both have to go, Did it have to be now? Your shadow doesn’t look back, then the horizon shallows you both. Gone! Gone too Soon! Gone with a part of us. Gone leaving us dazing at the past. Your shadow left us hurt, but you live in our hearts.