shepoet

I walk in to the bar, feeling so low. I sit at the counter and order. I take a huge sip of Whiskey. It burns my throat, down to my stomach. I close my eyes, I deserve this! I take another sip, pain. I close my eyes, again. I open my eyes, there he is! Staring. At. Me. Hey! Temptation. He shakes his head. I take another sip. This time, I look straight at  him. Another sip. He walks towards me. I order another drink. He sits next to me. He orders for coca cola. He is drinking beer. He asks for a glass. Without a word, he pours my drink into the glass, adds the soda. I didn't say a word. I drink. All of it. Take my bag, pay and start walking away. He smiles. I notice his his teeth, his gap. I keep walking. Hey! Temptation. Months pass. I forget him. I receive a text. "Hey! Temptation! You owe me a 'Thank you!' I am still at the counter" "Who is this?"I reply "Whiskey, doesn't suit you!" Through the endless texts I find ou

You smile but I can see through you, When you say you are okay, I break. I hear your silent crying voice at night, I see tears sparkling in your eyes in the dark. Are you weak to admit you are weak? It is okay to cry out loud, It is fine to admit it failed, We won't judge you, We won't stop loving you. Are you weak to admit you are weak? Your strength our my weakness, Because your blood flows in our own, We can't ask because we can't change anything, But you have us and we are yours...yours alone.... Are you weak to let us see your weakness? You are strong for us but what about yourself? Do you have to always do it for us? Can't we all sometimes break? Break for you, break to see your tear, break for the better? Why are you so weak to show your weakness? It is okay to be weak, We are all weak some times, You are a heroine, you can cry. Allow us in, open your pain to us. Share your hurt with us. We Love you, you are all we have. Ou

  It is a hot afternoon, My heart is freezing. Smiling out of pain, I miss you. Questions in my head, I let long sighs, You should be here! I need you. We should be together, Cuddling, Kissing, Making love , Laughing, Talking, Whispering, Staring, Playing I desire you. I still remember, How your hand felt on my skin,     I still feel your lips on mine. I am sinking! I am losing my mind, I want you, I want you here with me, I don’t want to remember, I want to feel it! I hate distance, I hate that you have to work I hate that you are …. And we are not…. I miss you dear colours: Blue, White, Black and Dark Green.

What become of us, When did this pain-ship anchor, Why are you so distant? The end of the road near, Goodbyes whispered, Friendship  forgotten, You walk away So do I. I look back, Hoping you will, But you don't. I realize it is gone, You are gone! I reminisce in pain, How do I end this loneliness, How do I get my friend back, But friends never leave, May be you... Maybe there was no friendship, I guess I was wrong. I just lost a stranger. A stranger , strange! We were friends, strength! You were, I was, or so I hope. I miss my stranger, Or at least the friend I had, But, yes I will let go. I will, in pain, Watch our ship sink, My hands are up, Goodbye Friendship!

Joyful Pain. Joy, full of pain.  A pain I have learnt to celebrate. Celebration  in the darkest pits of life. Life? Well..may be not. Joyful Pain. Smiles; that dry tears of the tales. Smiles: that blind the pain within. Smile: the friend who lies for me. Friend? Well, may be not. Joyful Pain. Kissed by thorns of a rose. My blood painting its petals red. Its beauty, my pain. Pain my solace, Pain my accomplice. Joyful pain. As we watch future walking away. Away with death. Pain and I celebrate. We are left for each other. Joyful pain. Joyful, pain. Joyful, Joyful pain. Joooooy Full of Pain

A wondering bird falls down. Its wings couldn't keep it up, It is lost. Falling a midst hawks. Wait,It's a chicken.. Chicks don't fly but it does. May be it's one of a kind. Looking for others of its kind. They look at her, she looks not like them, She is shy, may be like some of them, She smiles, they frown. She says "Hi?" They respond They want to  hear more and so does she, More she tells them, Around her they slowly gather, To embrace her they would rather. Nature is their mother, Talent, yes little of it they know they have, is their father, She is not one of them, but they connect. They embrace.....it takes a while.  They are one now. A chicken among hawks, Friends, may be family....of poets.

Is it too late to apologize, Will you ever let the past walk off, Will our hearts bond again, Is it okay to let go my last breath? Pain has left me,death has embraced me. Us now gone. Our shell has been crashed, Pieces too small to gather, Your tears, burnt our joy, One, split to three. Us,ours,we..now is just you..I.    Patience now a vice, Love is our tale, Forgiveness no where near, Forgetting fore getting, Never mind..I will walk alone. You taught me well. I embrace darkness, I adore pain, I befriend loneliness. This is my new path, It is my destiny. Welcome to misery. The rail of sand. 

I don't want to grow old without your footprints next to mine, Prints of love be it in pain or in gain, A Stamp on this endless journey on life's lane, I don't know what awaits us but I live in this lovely moment, You by Me,Me by You through the painful and tough dine, Our love thou fragile is not sterile, It bears from the few branches that are not futile, Sometimes I get so mad Sometimes I forget where this Journey began Sometimes pain engulfs my heart,impairing my vision But at times I lose myself to this love, And it's such times that pain is beautiful,Such that this love shells me. I want pain, I want Love, I want pleasure, What ever it is, I just want to be with you.. I want you,now,tomorrow..Forever

When the Poignant cloud pours rain on you heart, When your smile which I adore  fades away, When tears of flames burn down to your past, When the horrific picture of that hit lives in your mind, Let me into the walls, Let me shell us. If you can't smile then at least let me try, let me cry, Don't shield me,just field me, or it will guilt me, Let me hold you, It will hurt but not your heart, Let me whisper sweet nothings, yeah not things... That smile I can't let go, Flash it, That hug I can't stop feeling,   bequeath me . I made a promise to you, I made it to me too, It's us from here on, it us through such toughs, Your pain becomes mine, your joys ours, You know how much you mean to me, you see, feel me.. Let me show you my world, let me drown you in my ocean of love An ocean you hate to see, waters you don't want to taste, It has sharks;pain but you have me...submarine.. Swim with me..let me show you around this new world,