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John Legend - All of Me

GoodBye. I am sorry.

Is life worth living, when it has no meaning? Is a heart worth beating when it powers no spirit? Is blinking worth it when your eyes see no purpose? Is pain worth feeling for something long lost? Goodbye love, I am sorry my time is up. Is trust found in death? Is family worth leaving? Your baby inside you crying. Your mother bleeding by the day. Your life, lost! Your purpose, gone. Goodbye family, I am sorry my time is up. Is it selfish to decide on your own? Is your life yours? Do they care now or act like they do? Will they cry, curse or rejoice in your demise? Is God merciful enough to forgive you? Goodbye grace, I am sorry my time is up. Is life worth taking? Is living worth the option? Is death the answer? Is life the answer? Goodbye choices, I am sorry my time is up.

Our Mother: A Prayer for Humanity

He Is Just A Boy!

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Words fascinate him, Words meet his needs. He is always wondering, Always dreaming! Wandering! Words heal him, Words complete him. They to him are candy, the only friend he has always had. He is just a boy! A trapped little boy. His brain still stuck at the spot you left him as a child. He has grown, acquired knowledge, matured... you all say. But he is still there! There where you left him crying..wondering why...needing his dad. He is just a boy! A child inside. He remembers playings alone; drawing, writing, smiling...lonely. He is a loner. Sad. Concerned. Hurt. Bitter.. Weird...yeah weird. He still plays alone, even in a crowd. Lone is his comfort zone He is just a boy! That boy. Words are his friends. They understand him. They don't judge him. They don't find him strange. His solace, his happy place, his cure! He hates tears! They are warm. Warmth is for the weak. Misery is for the strong! Like him. Misery is his other friend! He is just a boy! A h

The End!

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I watch your blood flowing down, I watch as pain consumes you! I watch as you give in, I watch as you slowly start to drown, I watch, I just watch your end. You don't ask for help! You don't want to talk, You are not vulnerable, you say, Only the weak ask, they talk, they cry, they get helped. You are not them, you say! You have decided your end. You slowly sink, You are brave, you say! But I can see fear in your eyes. I see sadness, I see the silent call for help. But you don't want me to touch you. You don't want me to save you. You want me to see your end. Then you jump! Your head hits the ground. Blood and Brain mix! I see your eyes closing. You are gone. It is the end! Pain! Reality! Anger! Regrets! Emptiness! End! And I decide to do the same! To also selfishly end it! I jump! THE END!

How Dare You!

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How dare you! How dare you leave! How dare you go without saying goodbye? You didn't fight, did you? You said yes and walked off to the horizon, How dare you. They said I was going to be okay, They said with time the pain would go away, They said so many things, I had hopes in them. That it would be okay. But it has never been okay. I want to talk. I am wrecked. But you left. How am I ever gonna be okay. Are you happy? Do you think of me? Do you wish you could come back? Do you miss us? But you went away! How dare you. Why is the pain still fresh, Why am I stuck in the past? Why are your memories so fresh? Why am I crying? I miss you. I am mad at you! I am mad at myself! I am not ready to let go. It has been too long but I am still standing where you left me. I want to say goodbye. Should I let go, should I walk away? Should we finally part? Is this it? No! I don't want to! I am not going to ever forget you. I don't

Withered Flower.

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As I watch it flowing down my hand, I look at the pictures on the wall. Of happier times. Of the us that I thought existed. Of the lies, love, joy...now gone. I cut... I remember what we had, and cut some more... Blood is worth shedding, Tears don't express the pain I feel. Blood reminds me of our commitment. Blood reminds me that nothing lasts. Blood reminds me of pain...of you. I sniff.... Who are you? Who am I? Who are we? We? I wanna drown this pain in my own blood. I take more vodka... I sniff.... You walk in as I drown myself in pain, You look at me with disgust, You walk past me without saying a word. You despise my love. I cut some more.. You get your stuff from our room, There is nothing that is ours anymore.. We are two islands now. You don't want my love, You walk past me... You don't look at me. I cut some more... I drink more vodka... I sniff some more... You are gone without saying goodbye I am dead to you.

Jodieandyou - Kuchi Kuchi (Oh Baby)

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Every Mother will relate to this.... and anybody who loves babies basically.

Happy Valentine's Day.

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This song says it all.

Smile On the Outside

Pain disaster constant friends, Sadness every day a friend Acquaintances very many They'll never understand Smiles on the outside Storms inside A chance meeting My mission was bed Got dragged out instead Curses on my breath Smiles on the outside Storms inside She cursed when she saw me I was oblivious but lonely She seemed determined I had no expectations Smiles on the outside Storms inside Now I'm lighter Birds singing no longer a nuisance Staring at my phone Red blinking awaiting Smiles on the outside Clouds are lifting In her eyes she's damaged In mine she's perfect She inspires the sunrise Her smile the sunshine Smiles on the outside Days are perfect. (This piece was not written by me. It is the work of a poet who prefers not to be mentioned, yet.)

Sky Blue: Awesome

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She had friends. But each time it got real, she fled She has been in pain. But yes, she had lost hope. The past hang around her neck and on yours too... may be. She had walls of steel too high around her. Smile was the gate that hid her dark, sad yard: inside. Her sky darker, her clouds heavy with bitterness, thunders of anger, Pain intrigued her, misery was her flowery place. She judged everyone. She hated everyone including herself. She let out the dogs when anyone came too close, She forgave everyone but herself because she didn't believe in her. She deserved everything but happiness, love and an angel. Life used her, it wasted me...and she loved it.  Then the rain hit her face, It washed her tears but her pain. She believed that it would be better but it got worse. She died inside. She died each side. Pain became her solace. Caring, her enemy.  She covered it well, she impressed the society... though she hated them all. They say, the sun event