shepoet

We are inside an empty, cold and wet cave. I can hear echoes of our heart beats, of our breath. I see your shining eyes in the dark, I can tell you are crying, I can tell that you are scared. I stretch my hand to touch you, But you push my hand away, I feel so crashed that you don't want me, I see something move behind you, Is it a bat? An animal or a shadow? I stretch my hand again and you again push it away. I can now hear you sobbing, I see your tears glowing, I hear fear in your sobs, I see that you are trembling. But why? So I whisper to you, "Tee! What is wrong?" And you lose it and start crying out loud but you don't say anything. "Tee, talk to me...Teeeee...it is me....Tee, please, say something" Then....Lights....!! Damn!! I see her...I see them. They are here...all of them. "Tee!! Ohh boy! They are....here.....What! You are bleeding" I stand up to run to you...to check on you. "Stop! Bitch!"She shouts

I saw you on the beach, Lying on the sand, water hitting your little body, Your body lifeless, cold..gone. Your face down on the sand... I shed a tear for you. I couldn't help but think of you, I couldn't help but pray for your mother, I couldn't help but weep for your father, I wondered how you went, I shed a tear for war. A mother's heart floating on the ocean, A Father's future drowned in pain, A sibling's support snatched. A fellow human destroyed. I shed a tear of embarrassment. What did you do to deserve this? You were born? That is wrong? Born in the wrong country? Born into this world? I shed a tear because I live in a world like this. A world of borders and boundaries, A world full on hate and heat, A world that is so selfish, A world that cares no more. I shed a tear for compassionate. For we have failed you, We killed you, all of us. We drowned you in water of hate. We have all disappointed you. I shed a tear to apolog

He is a man, He is so unique, His tone too surreal, His eyes the soul of heaven, His voice the cure to any pain, His brain too beautiful! His sigh, sincere just like the knight he is. He is the majesty of his palace. So beautiful on the outside. Messed up and cold inside, So many of his confidant walked off, His trust crashed. His heart so hard, yet so soft. His shell too near his core...his soul His armor, shinning but he hides it. He loves like a child, Too sincerely...too openly, He cares just like a petal...softly. He protects those he love with himself. He is a diamond...still buried in the rough, He is the touch of love, in a hurt. He is the voice of comfort in tears, He is the hands of care, in the dark storm. He is sweet...he is genuine. He is. He is my friend...he is.

How should I hold your hand, How should I not cry with you, How should I not sit with you in the dark. How should I slow my widening smile. You are my best friend. I love you in all ways love loves. You are my universe, You confuse my calmness, You still my storm, You steal my soul, You are my best friend, I love you in ways love leans. My craze in our craziness, My reason and season... You make my world colder, Coldness that calms my heat. You are my best friend. I love you in ways love grows. You are my heat in the desert, The water in my ocean, The beautiful cloud to my sky. You are my being. You are me, in a different body. You are the radius to my happiness, You are my best friend. I love you in ways love lives....eternally.

You want my heart, you say. You want my time forever, you claim. You have never felt this way, you recite. You won't hurt me, you sing. But you are a wrecker, how do I believe you. I have seen all those girls you lied to. I have witnessed the pain and tears you left on your path, I have covered the jars of your deceit. I have heard these words so many times. But you are a wrecker, you have been for as long as I have known you. I have been your friend through all the games, I have helped you hurt others, I have hugged you when you were not ok. I have cared by the sidelines. But you are a wrecker, and I am that girl who covered you. Then one day you walked to me and kissed me. From no where you now loved me. I knew you wanted the sex to help you through things. Just like it did with all those other girls. But you are wrecker, though you said you wanted love. You kissed me like you want to be loved, You were so fragile, beneath that hard huge cover, Your eyes

Tell me my fair lady, Let me in my fairy, Why are you like this to me? Am I not good enough? How do I love you in hiding? How do I care without showing? Why don't you want me?                         Why are you in the shadows? I am in love with you, I confess, you digress. You are what I have been looking for, Yet you keep pushing me away. The first time I saw you, I knew you were it. I felt 50 shades of love. I wanted to talk to you but I couldn't. So much was on the scale. Then fate brought you to me, You smiled, I fell deeper! You care about my being, Your lips moved more than my blood. Your words, Oh your voice. They say I am a whore. And may be I was. But, you! You have me hooked. You make me hate my past. Because it might make me never have you. How do I erase that. How do I show you that I have a heart. How do I surrender, (I already have) to you. Make me a slave! Make me anything you want. Just let me in! Let me love you, my lady

These scars remind me of happier times, Your voice tormenting my soul, Your ghost haunting my shadow. We fight yet I can't see you. We can't be together We can't be apart. You want to see me happy You want to make me sad You push me away, You pull my strings I want my life, You want my life. We are best together yet apart, We are worst in our happiest sadness. We are mute about our feelings, We are carefully careless. We are strangely strangers in the desert of love. We communicate through our eyes, We hurt when together because we can't be together, We are in denial, We will never be. We never have been. We are under a spell. You, on my pedestal. I, the slave to your charm. Lets live a lie, Lets force it to die, This force has us in a tie.

I am at a bar,seated at the counter minding my own.  I suddenly look over my shoulder, this gorgeous lady I hadn't noticed is sipping her wine. She notices I'm looking at her so I look away to avoid that awkward moment, you know it right? 15 minutes later I decide to sneak a look and there she is, fetishly playing on her phone.  Smiling. Then, I know I want this woman. In all her majesty.  I can see a few curves behind her knee length dress.  A slight peek at her lower thigh has my brain on over drive.  I sip my drink to quench my thirst (sic) You can do this, I tell myself.  I give her one final look and I decide, what the heck. I approach her.  Say hi.  She looks at me.  She takes a few seconds.  She says hi back and smiles.  Her angelic voice got me thinking oh Lord let this be the day you made. I offer to buy her a drink and she says she's taking red wine.  'Waiter!' I'm all confident now, there's no room to make a mistake. One hour g

I am that girl you don't understand, That girl who plays playstation, drinks beer, The girl who is always in a group of men, That girl who laughs without control, The girl who is one of the boys. I am that girl you hate, That girl who is always chilling with your boy, That girl your boyfriend keeps referring to, That girl who gives him advice on the gifts to buy you, That girl you wish he would stop talking to. I am that girl you always hurt, That girl who has no voice, The girl who treasures you more than herself, The girl who would do anything in the world for you, That girl who is unhappily happy. I am that girl with the smile in the middle of a storm, That girl who will hold everyones hand to make sure they are ok. The girl who will sit in the dark with you as you cry, That girl who never says no. The girl whose kindness you always exploit, I am that girl, all of her. The clumsy, confused, funny, happy, smart girl, The loner, weirdo, introverted, shell

It is said that great men walk amongst us, More often than not we realize this when they are no more! It is hard to imagine, let alone write or accept that amongst us, you are no more! To joy, pain, happiness, loss, wins, laughter(a lot of it). To pride, friendship and the struggles that few knew. You were a true champion my friend! You lived like a king. With the kindest of hearts, The warmest of embraces, And genuineness in your words like a saint. You cared, even when you shouldn't have. You forgave, even when you shouldn't have. You loved, without questioning just like a child... Your bled for your brothers, You wept when we lost and celebrated each win like it was a world cup final. And that is the true character of a legend. And you were...in all sense of the word. You forever will be. You played with your heart and soul. True passion for the team and game. You were family and always will be. I hope you are happy there. I hope you have found p

I know you are there but I can't see your face, I feel your presence, I hear your breathe, I see your silhouette, You look majestic, magnetic, so athletic. As I watch you dance in the dark. I dream of the things that we can be, I dream of your lips,your hands, your grip, Because only there I can touch you, Only there I feel your flesh next to mine, Only in that state I can call you mine, You are apathetic, unapologetic and poetic. But only in this state, I can hold you as we dance in the dark. Then I wake up, And back to the reality of wanting, The agony of needing, And knowing that you will always be a just that... a shadow, That I watch grow, flow and follow Away with the wind as you dance in the dark. I wanna dream all the time, So that I can have you in my arms, I wanna tell you, show you, make you ...mine Just for a moment, An unforgettable moment. To at least dance with you in the dark. Yet I have been standing here behind you for hours, Not e

I walk up to him, I need a pen, I ask if he has any. "Here, my favourite!" "Thanks, I am done." "Keep it. It will help you remember me" "Thanks." I walk away. He is too cute to be forgotten He is too cool to be ignored. He is too perfect. Yes perfection exists. It. Is. Him! I dream of him. I can't stop thinking of him. He is tormenting my brain. He is torturing my loins. I want him. Months pass. The stranger still lives in my head. He has chained my mind. He holds the quench to my thirst. I miss him. How can I miss someone I don't even know. I think. I smile. I look up. HIM! THERE! STANDING! He is walking towards me. I Freeze. I am too excited, scared! No, I am confused. "We meet again!" I can't speak. Words fail me. Perfection remembers me. "Are you okay" Finally my tongue cooperates. "Yes, we meet again" "Hi, I am Eve." "I am Jude." And s

Dust clouding his space, Wind carrying his soul, Away it goes! Hostage of the past. He is too close to the source Almost touching the sun, The heat is what he needs, Pain is the ice he lives in. Misery in and out of his zone, It's the solace that comforts, The friend  always in deed Sadness is his happiness. Pulling him in, Galaxies of memories, Planets that are too far from them, "Misery,Myself and I!" He thinks Still fighting with peace, Pushing him close to destruction, The doors of diamonds lock him in the cave with his demons, His walls built from imagination. His shell won't break or melt, His past shackled on this ankle, His hands washed off by tears, His eyes closed by his shadow. He can't conquer his past, He can't leave his shadow behind, He is trapped in the throne. With thorns as his crown.

Chains on my heart, Strings that control my hand, Pain that suffocate my joys, Memories that invade my peace. Past, demons sitting on my throne. I still see your blood flowing, I still hear my screams while drowning, I feel your hands on my neck squeezing, Your eyes looking at me without caring, Past, demons controlling your drone, Pulling, Pushing, Intensely, Hating? Hating! Hating. Past: demons throwing the stone. Pushed me to the edge, Asked me to leave. To stop life. Hoping I never live. Past: demons thriving when you are alone. Then you were given to me, I felt your heart beat in mine, You lived in my soul, I touched you! Your eyes washed my tears, You saved me! Past: demons thrown!