shepoet

You want my heart, you say. You want my time forever, you claim. You have never felt this way, you recite. You won't hurt me, you sing. But you are a wrecker, how do I believe you. I have seen all those girls you lied to. I have witnessed the pain and tears you left on your path, I have covered the jars of your deceit. I have heard these words so many times. But you are a wrecker, you have been for as long as I have known you. I have been your friend through all the games, I have helped you hurt others, I have hugged you when you were not ok. I have cared by the sidelines. But you are a wrecker, and I am that girl who covered you. Then one day you walked to me and kissed me. From no where you now loved me. I knew you wanted the sex to help you through things. Just like it did with all those other girls. But you are wrecker, though you said you wanted love. You kissed me like you want to be loved, You were so fragile, beneath that hard huge cover, Your eyes

Tell me my fair lady, Let me in my fairy, Why are you like this to me? Am I not good enough? How do I love you in hiding? How do I care without showing? Why don't you want me?                         Why are you in the shadows? I am in love with you, I confess, you digress. You are what I have been looking for, Yet you keep pushing me away. The first time I saw you, I knew you were it. I felt 50 shades of love. I wanted to talk to you but I couldn't. So much was on the scale. Then fate brought you to me, You smiled, I fell deeper! You care about my being, Your lips moved more than my blood. Your words, Oh your voice. They say I am a whore. And may be I was. But, you! You have me hooked. You make me hate my past. Because it might make me never have you. How do I erase that. How do I show you that I have a heart. How do I surrender, (I already have) to you. Make me a slave! Make me anything you want. Just let me in! Let me love you, my lady

These scars remind me of happier times, Your voice tormenting my soul, Your ghost haunting my shadow. We fight yet I can't see you. We can't be together We can't be apart. You want to see me happy You want to make me sad You push me away, You pull my strings I want my life, You want my life. We are best together yet apart, We are worst in our happiest sadness. We are mute about our feelings, We are carefully careless. We are strangely strangers in the desert of love. We communicate through our eyes, We hurt when together because we can't be together, We are in denial, We will never be. We never have been. We are under a spell. You, on my pedestal. I, the slave to your charm. Lets live a lie, Lets force it to die, This force has us in a tie.