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I am dying

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His words flowing through my nerves, His charm controlling my heart, His eyes fixed on mine, He keeps talking! I can't look away or stop smiling. Because his lies give me life. He breathes on my veins, I stop thinking, I stop caring. I stop being myself. He whispers my name. My heart stops. My mind starts racing. His lies give me seizures. But all of a sudden it is over, He gets up and leaves. He goes back to her. And I am left crying in the shower. I start thinking of his lies. I curse myself, But my phone rings...It is him. He lies and my sobs turn to giggles. I know he is a liar, I hate that I know that and still stay, Yet I can't stop myself or him...them. They are all the same..and so am I. I am married to lies and highs. But his lies cure my addictions. Society has given me names, My friends talk behind my back, My life is the talk of the village, My mother prays for my delivery, My father loathes my lifestyle. And this pushes m