Sky Blue: Awesome

She had friends. But each time it got real, she fled
She has been in pain. But yes, she had lost hope.
The past hang around her neck and on yours too... may be.
She had walls of steel too high around her.
Smile was the gate that hid her dark, sad yard: inside.
Her sky darker, her clouds heavy with bitterness, thunders of anger,


Pain intrigued her, misery was her flowery place.
She judged everyone. She hated everyone including herself.
She let out the dogs when anyone came too close,
She forgave everyone but herself because she didn't believe in her.
She deserved everything but happiness, love and an angel.
Life used her, it wasted me...and she loved it. 



Then the rain hit her face,
It washed her tears but her pain.
She believed that it would be better but it got worse.
She died inside. She died each side.
Pain became her solace. Caring, her enemy. 
She covered it well, she impressed the society... though she hated them all.






They say, the sun eventually shines.
Well, it might never shine to her but at least she has for once seen the sky...blue.
The sky blue in her heart, it is more that she could ever want.
She is happy, genuinely.
She is messed up, but because of the blue sky she is okay with that.
It is not perfect, it will never be. But is a gentle colour...a colour she is in love with.

She wishes she could meet sky blue,
She wants to say "thank you sky blue, my sky is blue"
No, she doesn't want the sun to shine, she is okay with this.
Sky blue you are awesome, awesome is sky blue.
She doesn't know what to say...to a colour that saved her heart...her life.
Awesome is awesome, awesome is the hope she will hold on to...just, awesome. 


 
Please always stay sky blue. Stay awesome. Don't ever leave.

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